Studio Diary #12 November 17-Janaury 11th NEW!!!

Monday
Flew to NYC this afternoon for a photo shoot tomorrow for A+F's magazine to come out sometime early next year.Arrived at the hotel and hated it immediately.Scrawled "Your hotel is SHITE" on their guest questionaire and then immediately felt unreasonable and tore it up but really..........certain New York hotels have THE worst staff known to man.They piss me off.

Tuesday
I managed to grin and bear a relatively short period of time today at the aforementioned photo shoot.I liked the photographer immediately.He played great music throughout and had a really wicked,cheshire cat smile which cracked me up.Once again I could hardly find anything that fitted in the clothing department because all the clothes are sample size....... meant for girls who model for a living.....and so one outfit after another had to be rejected due to unflattering sizing.I swear...I wanted to run from the room at one point yelling and screaming.Luckily I managed to keep my shit together by repeating over and over again in my head "You are a compassionate, intelligent woman who (some) people love and treasure.You cannot allow this experience to diminish your sense of self worth."I kept my shit together enough to find a great dress with WOnderWoman on the front.Then I put it on,got through the shoot and got the fuck out of there as fast as possible.